Accidentally, found in YaoChen old alumni to bullying letter, those ordinary letter, is the true with each other by the portrait. Even chow yun fat and Lin qingxia, finally also endure but the seven year itch.
Clockwise across at eleven o 'clock, midnight my mind suddenly filled with crackers. On the New Year bell, I wander the country. For the first time in the day that, far from the let me miss and annoyed me place, I smiled, eyes overflow with tears to.
Is to home, I think. I have no long for family rat, as a cancer I would rather long working abroad, in the central city walk, and strangers and face to face, the noodles have no facial expression. Won't see don't like the one who is, won't encounter people, don't want to see.
I always believe that time can all disappeared. I also believe that, in this no fireworks city, I still can be in a good mood. But in this special day, I will still think of home that piece of overlapping thick quilt soft bed, of parents in my sleep and slipped to me of the head of a bed, thinking of those red envelopes three people together of warm pictures......
The day that used a, away from me has been three years. When I found the red book into green later.
Dad and mom didn't tell me when to divorce, and I found, have 3 graduation. Just remember that day, father solemnly say to me, we move, you mama don't you, later you as I live, and don't come back. I say yes. The things come not suddenly, as early as in my senior, I already know it before that kind of thing happen destined to have so of final outcome. The simple story, women, men, and then DaiLuMao derailed separation. In the family obstructions, women under for the family gave up his pursuit of the romantic, a thought to do men by the. Just like a plot that end, the man bear such a shame, resolutely choose to leave. A family so fragmented.
But this after all is ending. I accept it all. Remember before mother asked me, if I divorce to pursue their happiness, and daughter you will agree with? I will say. My mother said if you really like him, I'll be blessing you. I think at that time I was unselfish, I love them too, think me is that give them each other the best free, but I don't know, I this sentence is became their divorce fuse.
Now, dad's body has are half supported, mother will find can let the heart stops place. They both have found their own the land of stay, but my body, but like the empty balloon, still adrift in over the city, and not a let me settle down the premises. Between two only two hundred m, but heart has already pulled from far, different night, I sleep in between two of my own room, lie in two pieces of different style of big bed, again thick quilt, also not be warm winter frozen heart. Because I know, I know, many things have can't go back. I sometimes feel like, I just their many, I came in, will get a warm reception, but I still feel at home, because stood in their side, not that I know of the man. You can see my face powerful laugh, but do not see my in the mind of the fragile tears.
Originally, the identity of the traveler can be so easily obtain.
Finally know, love sometimes should be selfish. Now I want to ask, if more than one, you can not separate can? If I hinder you, isn't it can not separate? What can forgive, what all can no longer go dispute, time can all fault tolerance.
Actually, I just want to have a home, a don't need DuoDa place, just hope it is complete, in my hour of need, we can find out the long-lost warm.
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